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POSTED
2020-07-15
07-081940
08-47148
09-081966
10-31

I'm definitely a "control freak", but I have zero interest in controlling others.

This page is a stub, created on 2020-07-15 (last updated on 2021-01-14). Its contents are notes on the issues and angles I want to address about this topic.


  • connection to autonomy and allergy to authority
  • connection to (laissez-faire) capitalism and freedom
  • connection to power
  • how it sometimes manifests in a reverse psychology way (eg, "I was going to do that, but now that you told me to do it, I don't want to anymore.")
    • connection to requests versus demands, entitlement, imposing on autonomy
  • whether feelings of being out of control intensify fixations on what I can control, such as diet, organizing things, investigating dermatological phenomena
  • why controlling others doesn't interest me (deeply held/integrated belief that turning other people into puppets robs you of their distinctive human value to you)
  • why intentionally not creating choices/incentives for people (in order to get desired outcomes) is not the same thing as control, even though it may superficially have a similar feel
  • coercive control (eg, physical force or fraud) versus technically-rights-respecting manipulation
  • paternalism
  • connection to parenting
  • control versus self-expression, per Susan Campbell's Getting Real: 10 Truth Skills You Need to Live an Authentic Life: when attempting to be sensitive to what I imagine is going on with someone amounts to a subconscious motive to control the situation
    • not respecting their autonomy/dignity to be responsible for their own interpretations/reactions/behavior
    • Examples:
      • I imagine that I know your Attachment Style, so I will not express myself (treat you with kid gloves) for fear of triggering you and not getting the result I want.
      • I imagine I know what else might be going on with you that you're too distraught to interpret what I tell you correctly, so I won't say anything at all.
      • Not saying what is because I'm imagining that you will be upset, so I'll just tiptoe around you to avoid triggering your wrath/rage.
    • line-drawing problem and coming to a mutual understanding of standards of interaction
    • connection to Kim Scott's "ruinous empathy" concept in Radical Candor; maybe better termed "toxic sensitivity" here?